I shouldn't have quit. I really shouldn't have.

I'm beyond depressed, and the rain isn't helping.

And I hate the thought of not being in the same office as Colin anymore.

I don't think I'm going to find my way out of this rut of depression.

And the worst part is that a small (but growing) part of me thinks it doesn't bother him because he's too wrapped up in work to notice anything. Plus he's normal, balance and well-adjusted, unlike me.